Yup, Alex Clare found the words for me. I feel like I'm not doing too good atm..
I want to study communication design and went to a counseling for my art-folder ( you have to hand one in to proove that you have talent in drawing and art). Well, I got there and was all excited...I knew I wouldn't be the best one being there that day, but I'm able to learn fast, so I wasn't worried about that too much.
BUT maybe I should have been: The professor looked at the other folders and when he saw my works he wasn't quite happy. Actually he told me that if I wanted to study this subject maybe I should try it again next semester after having taken ART